And Here They Are: Our Top Picks of 2011!
31 Dec 2011 20 Comments
It’s been another amazing year of reviews and interviews at Top2Bottom, but it wouldn’t be year’s end without taking some time to acknowledge those authors whose books left an impression upon us over the course of the past twelve months.
Michele and I were going to do a Top 10 but when that became impossible to narrow down, we said, okay, a Top 15. When that became an impossible task, we said, you know what, to hell with limits. Let’s just do our top picks of 2011, period. Who cares how many there are? The important part is that all the books we loved make the list, right? So, here they are.
As always, these are in no particular order. It’s difficult enough to compile the lists, (between the two of us, we likely read and reviewed some 500 books. My personal count was 283, so, yeah, difficult) let alone attempt to put the books in any sort of ranking. Suffice it to say these stories were, for us, stellar, unforgettable, and yes, some squeaked in at the eleventh hour, and we’re thankful they did.
Thanks to everyone who has visited the blog this year and made what we do so incredibly worthwhile. From blog tours to giveaways to character and author interviews, it’s been a year filled with some pretty great stuff.
And a very special thanks to all the authors and publishers who have supported our efforts this year and helped to make our humble little blog such a great place to spend some time. Also, a very humble thank you to our staff of reviewers who’ve worked so tirelessly to provide us with their opinions and insights on all the books they’ve read this year…because, let’s face it, we gave them little choice.
Wishing you all an outstanding 2012, a year filled with joy, peace, many blessings, and lots more reading!
Lisa and Michele
Michele’s Top Picks for 2011 are:
1. The Bachelor by Ryan Field
2. Kindred Hearts by Rowan Speedwell
3. Blood Pond: Resurfacing by DJ Manly
4. Caregiver by Rick R Reed
5. A Young Widows Promise by Ryan Field
6. Condor Series by John Simpson
7. Nathaniel by Jan Irving
8. The Tourist by Clare London
9. Natural Instincts by SJ Frost
10. Moonlight, Tiger, and Smoke by Connie Bailey
11. Tales from Rainbow Alley Series by Jaime Samms
12. Heart Thief by Claire Thompson
13. The Strength of a Gamma by Kim Dare
14. Alphabet Soup by CB Conwy
15. City Falcon by Feliz Faber
16. KinKaid Wolf Pack Series by Jessica Lee
17. Wolves of Stone Ridge Series by Charlie Richards
18. Through Neon Eyes series by Michael Barnette
19. Four Play by Angelia Sparrow and Naomi Brooks
Lisa’s Top Picks of 2011 are:
1. Renfred’s Masquerade by Hayden Thorne
2. Junction X by Erastes
3. Counterpunch and the Dark Soul Series by Aleksandr Voinov
4. The Talker Series by Amy Lane
5. The Cut & Run Series by Madeleine Urban and Abigail Roux
6. The Only Gold, Whistling in the Dark, If It Ain’t Love by Tamara Allen
7. Lord of the White Hell Series by Ginn Hale
8. A Matter of Time Series by Mary Calmes
9. The Infected Series by Andrea Speed
10. A Dangerous Man by Anne Brooke
11. Scarred, Without Sin, and Persistence of Memory by J.M. Snyder
12. The First Impressions Series by Josephine Myles
13. Love Series by RJ Scott
14. Dirty Kiss by Rhys Ford
15. Loving Luki Vasquez by Lou Sylvre
16. Bad Boyfriend (Bad in Baltimore #2) by K.A. Mitchell
17. Visible Friend by K.Z. Snow
18. Suffer the Little Children by Tracy Rowan
19. Highway Man by Eden Winters
20. Paris A to Z by Marie Sexton
21. Maroon: Donal agus Jimmy by P.D. Singer
Cheers!
Dark Soul (Volume 3) by Aleksandr Voinov
30 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
in Aleksandr Voinov, Riptide Publishing Tags: Aleksandr Voinov, Riptide Publishing

Title: Dark Soul (Volume 3)
Author: Aleksandr Voinov
Publisher: Riptide Publishing
Pages: 84
Characters: Silvio Spadaro, Stefano Marino
POV: 3rd Person
Sub-Genre: Contemporary/Drama/Erotica
Kisses: 5
Blurb:
In “Dark Lady I,” as Silvio Spadaro plans to take on the Russian hit squad that kidnapped his boss, he decides the best way to deal with four extremely dangerous men is to become an even more dangerous woman.
In “Dark Lady II,” Stefano discovers yet another disturbing—and arousing—truth about Silvio and how easily Silvio can use a man’s weakness to his own ends.
“Dark Brother” brings another player to Stefano Marino’s household. Franco Spadaro has just been released from the French Foreign Legion and is catching up with his little brother. In the middle of a war, a skilled sniper comes in right on time—but two Spadaros might be more than Stefano can handle.
Review:
I do believe Aleksandr Voinov is the only author who can push my comfort level to its very limits—and make me love it, every salacious, kinky, erotic step of the way.
Anyone who’s been following this series knows that Silvio Spadaro is an entity unto himself. He is at once seemingly without conscience yet has a sense of loyalty that runs so deeply he will extend himself beyond every accepted social boundary to avenge the man he is sworn to protect. All while seducing that man—who is very married—pushing Stefano to accept his attraction and give in to the lust that draws them to each other.
The more that’s revealed about Silvio, the more I’m drawn to him and his utter lack of inhibitions. He is an entirely carnal being who knows how to use his innate sensuality to his benefit, whether it’s against his enemies or for the benefit of those he desires. There have been many times that I’ve wondered at Silvio’s complexity, yet understand him in ways that seem too simplistic to be true. He is, at his basest level, a man who lives by his own rules, but is also a man who is entirely ruled by his need for pain and pleasure, by his sense of loyalty and duty; there is no right or wrong for Silvio—only the ends justify the means by which he gets results. He is unlike any character I’ve ever known. He’s the sort of man who shocks and surprises and seduces with equanimity.
As the war against the Russians escalates, Stefano may have gained another weapon in his arsenal in Franco Spadaro, a man who promises to be every bit as complex as his brother, and whose relationship with Silvio is…unconventional, to say the very least. One thing is certain; it will be interesting to see how both of these men affect the status quo of Stefano’s life.
The Dark Soul series is Vashtan doing what he does best: daring his readers to think outside the paradigm of romance and venture into the realms of the forbidden erotic, to find intimacy in the unexpected, but fully accepting the untraditional is essential to the story.
It is a seduction of the most sublime sort.
Reviewed By: Lisa
Bad Boyfriend (Bad in Baltimore #2) by K.A. Mitchell
30 Dec 2011 1 Comment
in K.A. Mitchell, Samhain Publishing Tags: K.A. Mitchell, Samhain Publishing

Title: Bad Boyfriend (Bad in Baltimore, #2)
Author: K.A. Mitchell
Publisher: Samhain Publishing
Pages: 234
Characters: Quinn Maloney, Eli Wright
POV: 3rd Person
Sub-Genre: Contemporary
Kisses: 5
Blurb:
After Eli Wright came out, his parents threw him out. In the five years since, he’s made his own way, lived by his own rules, determined to never change himself—not for anyone. He’s not against finding Mr. Right, but Mr. Right Now will do just fine.
Quinn Maloney’s reward for ten years of faithfully keeping his closeted boyfriend’s secrets? A hell of a wake-up call to go with his morning coffee. Not only did Peter have affairs, he went straight to marry his pregnant girlfriend—and Quinn was to never reveal their history.
With the baby’s baptism looming and Quinn expected to put on a polite front, he decides he’s had enough of playing the peacekeeper. One wink from a much younger, eyeliner-wearing guy in a bar, and Quinn’s found a perfectly outrageous date for the occasion.
The date goes better than he ever imagined. And so much worse, as Eli convinces everyone they’re madly in love. That wasn’t part of the plan, but the more Quinn learns about the man behind the makeup, the more he wishes it was true.
Warning: Contains an absolute bastard of an ex-boyfriend. Not responsible for sudden uncontrollable urges to punch him in the teeth. Also not responsible for any overheating or sudden urges brought about by explicit sex with a little BDSM thrown in.
Review:
Quinn Maloney spent ten years in a monogamous relationship with a straight man. Well, at least Quinn was monogamous. Peter? No, Peter was just an ass who’s “not gay,” and who used Quinn until something different came along; then he made like Houdini and performed an escape act without so much as a thanks for the memories. Upstanding guy, that Peter. Not.
The problem with Peter Laurent is his family. No, that’s not right. The problem with Peter is that he’s a selfish jerk who can’t admit he prefers men to women. So, let’s say the problem with Quinn is that the Laurent family became his family over the course of fifteen years, and Quinn can’t give them up, even if it means being forced to spend time with Peter, his wife, and his infant son. Yeah, it’s like that.
Quinn’s having a difficult time moving on.
And now he’s been asked to be Peter’s son’s godfather. More salt in the wound and more ties to the man who isn’t terribly acquainted with the words honesty or loyalty or honor. So, what’s a guy to do when he’s stuck between the rock and the hard place that is his past and his present? He brings a sexy and gorgeous date to the baptism just to rub a little of his own “take-that-ha” in Peter’s deceiving face.
Eli Wright is young; quite a bit younger than Quinn, in fact. They meet at a nightclub and are kind of caught off guard by the intensity of their sexual attraction to each other. It’s like when a positive and a negative charge meet; then K.A. Mitchell took that charge, which already crackled, and transformed it into a lightning storm of erotic goodness. I sat up and paid attention, that’s for sure, when these two men met. And I didn’t relax again until The End.
There were times when Quinn and Peter ran neck-and-neck for the title of “Bad Boyfriend” and poor Eli’s heart got trod on in the process. He was a tool in Quinn’s game of revenge until the rules changed and the game became complicated by feelings. That’ll happen to a man who opens his eyes one day and suddenly realizes that the world is a much more colorful place than the monochromatic little corner he has painted himself into, and it’s all because someone has come along and changed the palette through which he sees his life.
The sum total of Bad Boyfriend is that it’s one of those books that makes me really, really glad I love to read.
Reviewed By: Lisa
Blaine D. Arden Sings Her Way Through Life…And She Writes A Bit Too
30 Dec 2011 2 Comments
in Blaine D. Arden, Storm Moon Press Tags: Blaine D. Arden, Storm Moon Press
Thanks so much for taking the time to be with us today, Blaine. Why don’t we start by having you tell us a bit about yourself and your background?
Thanks for having me. I’m Blaine. I’m a purple haired, forty-something, writer of gay romance with a love of men, music, mystery, magic, fairies (the pointy eared ones), platform shoes and the colours black, purple and red, who sings her way through life.
I was born and raised in Zutphen, the Netherlands, where I started life as a shy little girl who spent most of her time daydreaming and telling stories to herself. Not that anyone believes I was ever shy, seeing how talkative and tactile I am these days. I was naïve as well, and had no idea what to do with my life, aside from dreaming of being a famous singer. So, instead of playing to my strengths, which were languages, math, science and physics, I became a secretary.
Until I met my husband and my first son was born, and I became a stay at home mother. We’ve been married for over twenty-one years, have two sons, a foster son and a dog, all equally mischievous. Officially, there are four adults living in this household, unofficially, I doubt you’d find even one.
When did you discover your passion for writing? Was there someone in particular who encouraged and inspired your love of storytelling?
In my early teens. I’d been telling stories for years, mostly to myself to help me fall asleep, but I didn’t start writing until my early teens. I still have a box filled with all the crap I wrote then. Writing wasn’t particularly encouraged at home, and though I read about five to seven books a week (I never understood why libraries let you keep a book for three weeks? Who needs three weeks?), I have no memory of a specific thing prompting me to start writing, but I’ve always been a dreamer, and I needed to keep track of my ideas somehow.
You have a couple of titles coming out, one later this year and one in the spring of 2012, with Storm Moon Press. Would you tell us a bit about them?
The Forester was released on the 22nd of this month. It’s a fantasy Solstice short about Kelnaht, a cloud elf and Truth Seeker , who is caught between love and faith. He tries to solve a murder committed ten days before Solstice that reveals an illicit affair between two tree elves he desires more than he can admit: Kelnaht’s former lover Ianys, who once betrayed him, and the shunned forester named Taruif, who is not allowed to talk to anyone but The Guide, their spiritual pathfinder. When Taruif turns out to be the only witness for the crime, Kelnaht has to keep Ianys from sacrificing himself and losing his daughter, while at the same time realizing he’d gladly sacrifice himself to end Taruif’s loneliness.
The Fifth Son is a fantasy novella that will be released on 9 March 2012. It is about Llyskel, the fifth son of a King. Unlike his brothers, Llyskel doesn’t have a career in politics or the military to look forward to. In a world where everyone possesses magic to some degree or other, Llyskel is powerless, unable to perform even the smallest magic-based tasks. All his life, he’s been under constant guard for his own protection from the magical world around him, much to his annoyance. The only time Llyskel feels free is when he paints, where the only spells he needs are the ones he weaves with brush and paint, capturing moments of beauty and giving them immortality on canvas.
Llyskel harbors a secret wish, though, a dark desire that haunts his nights. Only Ariv, a captain in the King’s army, seems to sense the truth of Llyskel’s needs. The pull he feels to Llyskel is unavoidable, and the passion between them undeniable. But Ariv isn’t the only one interested in Llyskel. The Queen of a neighboring country expresses her interest in the boy’s talents, but her true intent goes far beyond a love of art. And what she asks may be too high a price for any of them.
Do you have any other works currently in progress you’d like to share with us?
I wrote a trans* story for NaNoWriMo, that I’m letting rest a bit before editing/rewriting and polishing. It’s about an investigator who finds out that his boyfriend was the female suspect in a murder case he’s working on.
Right now I’m writing a story about a mute, magical baker with a penchant for scarification, set in the same universe as the Forester, though different village/tribe and location. I feel so comfortable writing that world that I couldn’t resist writing another story. No reappearance of old character’s though, at least, not yet. Maybe in a different story I’ll revisit Kelnaht’s village.
When did you begin writing in the Male/Male genre? What about it interests you the most?
When I was seventeen I saw the film ‘An Early Frost’ with Aidan Quinn, and I wanted to change people’s perception about men loving men. I wanted to take it out of the negativity that surrounded homosexuality then. (It was in the mid-80s, and all you heard about was AIDS and discrimination.)
Of course, what started out as idealism slowly turned into love for the genre, love for the men I wrote about, read about. I feel so much more connected to the male main characters than I ever did the female characters in the harlequins I read in my early teens.
So, I think what interests me the most are the dynamics between the men who meet, often at difficult stages in their lives, and fall in love. It’s about the bridges they have to cross to be together, to make their relationship work. Yet at the same time their love is often what gives them strength to cross those bridges.
Asking this question might be a bit like asking you to choose one child over another, but of all the characters you’ve created, do you have one who stands out among the others as a favorite? If so, who and why?
I love all my characters. Well, maybe not all; as much as my villains intrigue me, I don’t exactly love them. The character that stands out for me is not even a main character, but there is something so compelling about him, that I can’t help love him. It’s the Guide from The Forester.
I set out to create a spiritual guide who, in a religious world, didn’t lecture, didn’t try to convert burdened souls, but just guided his people. He knows his people and knows all their faults, but he doesn’t judge. He doesn’t give them all the answers either. With a few choice words, he helps them on their way to find their own solutions.
All this packed into a man who is a eunuch by choice, gave up his name by choice, and though he is a pillar of the community, his chosen path sets him aside, outside that same community. I’m in awe of his strength. How could I not love him?
Do you write full time? If not, how do you measure a successful writing day, in word count or in time dedicated to it?
I write full time in the sense that at the beginning of this year I chose my writing above everything else. I was a stay at home mum studying to be an English teacher, but the study wasn’t working out for me, and writing only made me feel guilty that I was not spending time on my studies.
After a conversation with my husband and good friend on New Year’s Eve, I decided to go with what I loved most, and that is writing.
A successful writing day for me is when I don’t have any chores or appointments messing up my set schedule. Of course, being a mum, even of (almost) adult children, I don’t have many eight hour work days. Still, working weekends seems only natural, since writing isn’t just work, but my favourite hobby as well.
Do you typically outline your plots before you begin the writing process, or do you write in a more freestyle fashion?
I’m mostly a freestyle sort of writer, a pantser. I start with an idea, a scene or snippet, and build from there. While I write, I often get ideas for what is still to come and I write those down and think about where and how that needs to be handled. So, I plot while I write, basically. Writing is an organic process.
Most of my plotting also happens when I’m not at home. I always take a notebook with me, so while waiting for some appointment, you’ll find me scribbling bits of information on the story: background of the characters, ideas for scenes, lists of things I shouldn’t forget to write about, that sort of thing.
I often have a pretty good idea of where I’m going and how it’ll end, but I don’t always write that down. It’ll stay in the back of my mind throughout the story.
How much do your characters resemble you and/or the people you know?
Little. I think. My friends and family can answer that question much better than I can. I never consciously include traits or characteristics of people I know.
I’ll always be the last one to know. I named a character once whose name is an anagram of mine, and people had to point it out to me, because I never even realized.
How much do you draw upon your own life experiences in your writing?
I’m bound to use some of my experiences, but, again, I never do that consciously. I crawl into my characters’ skins, let their emotions was over me as I tell their story.
Are you surprised by the ever growing female fan-base of Male/Male fiction?
Seeing as I started out writing original fiction from my teens, with no knowledge of others with the same love for gay fiction, compared with how naïve and shy I was, I was bowled over to find a whole slash community online that was probably older than I was. That said, my first fandom consisted of more men than women, but that probably had something to do with the film (Beautiful Thing) we were fan of. Am I surprised? Not anymore. I couldn’t give a reason for it. Maybe it’s because we are suckers for romance but are tired of the way female main characters are portrayed. Maybe it’s because, deep down, we’re the adventurous sorts. Or maybe it’s because we accept diversity as is.
What was the best piece of advice you’ve ever received with respect to the art of writing? How did it change the way you approach your craft?
‘Make a note and fix it later’ Michael A. Stackpole said it in his podcast on writing. It seemed such an off hand comment, but it works. If I suddenly find myself realising I did something wrong in chapter one, I don’t go back and rewrite from that point. No, I make a note to remind me to change it in that chapter when I get to the editing phase, and then keep writing pretending the correction is already done. It stops me from rewriting the same chapters over and over and lets me just get on with it and finish the story, before turning it into a polished and well-rounded work.
What are a few of the most valuable things you’ve learned as you’ve gone through the process of writing and becoming a published author?
Finish what you start. You can talk about wanting to write and yearning to be published all you want, but you need to have a finished work to do that. Also, time management. Not that I’m good at it, I’m really not. But working with deadlines has made me become more aware of time. I still can’t believe how I managed to make some of them.
Having a group of people to discuss or check your work, having them point out where your weak and strong points are, is invaluable. It forces me to look at my work in a completely different manner — my editor’s cap on, instead of my writer’s cap — and helps me develop a stronger story.
When someone reads your books, what do you hope they take away from the experience?
Enjoyment, mostly. I just want them to enjoy the ride. But I’d also like readers to gain a sense of hope that one day everyone will realize that diversity is a fact of life and love doesn’t discriminate.
When you have the chance to sit down and enjoy some quiet reading time, what sorts of books are you most likely to pick up? Who are your favorite authors?
I read a lot in my own genre. What can I say? I’m a sucker for romance. But outside gay romance, I read a variety of books, but I prefer mysteries and fantasy. There is a slew of names running through my head right now, but I’d have to go with CJ Sansom, Jane Austen, Doroty Gilman, EM Forster, JK Rowling, Joseph Hansen and Josh Lanyon.
If you weren’t a writer, what would you be?
A Singer. Although these professions aren’t mutually exclusive
I love to sing, I love evoking emotions in people, though I can’t help feel embarrassed when someone comes up to me to tell me I caused them goose bumps.
Aside from writing, what else do you enjoy doing? Do you have any hobbies?
Singing, obviously, but also Qigong, which clears my head, and, though I have little time for it these days, I love to design houses. And reading, but that probably goes without saying.
If time travel were possible, what time period(s) would you most like to visit? Why?
Would it be very corny if I said I’d love to travel back in time to visit my mother? I’d love to visit her before she became a married woman, just to get to know her better the way she was then. It’d be damn hard not to tell her who I was, though.
I’m not really a history kind of person, so wouldn’t mind having a look at the future to see what becomes of all these wonderful things us humans dream up.
If you had the opportunity to sit down to dinner with one famous person, either past or present, who would you choose and why?
You’d have to define famous for me, first. Since ‘Maurice’ is one of my favourite books of all time, I’d have to go with EM Forster. No idea what we’d talk about, or whether he actually wants to know how this secret book of his did,
If he isn’t available, I’d have to go with one of my first teen crushes, Rick Springfield.
If we were to look around the desk where you sit to write, what would we find there?
Right now? A mess. My husband’s making me a new desk, but he doesn’t have a lot of time to work on it, so I’m working out of boxes and crates, and a half finished desk. On that desk you’ll find, next to my computer, some writing totems, like a WNF turtle filled with NaNoWriMo buttons and a small troll figurine. Pens, of course, notebooks, mp3 player, usb-sticks, e-reader, diary, a HUMIDIFYER and loose bits of paper. Handbag, laptop bag, shoes and an assorted mess can be found on the floor.
How would you describe your sense of humor? What makes you laugh?
All over the place, probably. I can laugh at the silliest jokes, well placed word plays, British and/or dark humor. I don’t do well with predictability, however. (which is probably why I can’t watch Laurel and Hardy anymore, while I loved them as a kid)
Do you have an all time favorite fictional character?
Three come to mind immediately, McGyver, Ianto Jones and Mrs. Pollifax. I’d have to go with Mrs. Pollifax. I started reading Dorothy Gilman’s series in my teens and nothing quite beats an unassuming old biddy turned CIA agent, does it?
What’s your biggest pet peeve?
I don’t have any patience for people blocking pathways with their shopping carts. Whether you’re searching for the right product or you find yourself chatting with a friend — I can’t seem to go shopping without chatting to at least one acquaintance — there is no excuse for leaving your cart smack in the middle of the path. Strangely enough, those people are often the ones complaining the most about others doing it.
Do you have a favorite personal mantra, quote, or saying that describes your outlook on life and the way you approach each day?
Our Difference is Our Strength. The world would be a pretty boring place if we were all the same, wouldn’t it?
Do you speak more than one language? If so, which one(s)?
Oh, Dutch, of course, English, German, a bit of French and a little Italian (I can at least count to twenty in Italian).
Of all the modern conveniences, which one would you most likely say you couldn’t live without?
My laptop. Once I started using a computer to write my stories, I realized how much easier it was to keep track. My notebooks always looked so messy with my ever changing handwriting and all the crossed out and restarted parts. Also, I type faster than I write longhand, and my brain is even faster. I can’t count the number of times I found half written sentences in my stories.
Thanks again for spending some time with us, Blaine. It’s been great having you with us. Will you tell us where we can find you on the Internet?
Thank again for having me. It was fun ![]()
You can find my website at: http://blainedarden.com
Twitter: @BlaineDArden
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/BlaineDArden
Goodreads: Http://www.goodreads.com/BlaineDArden
email: blaine@blainedarden.com
And we’d love if you’d consider sharing a favorite excerpt from one of your books with us.
Excerpt from The Forester:
Tired as I was after spending all day scouring the clearing for evidence and examining Cyine’s body, I wasn’t granted any rest yet. Someone knocked on my door just as I finished washing up and changing my clothes. I regretted opening the door as soon as I saw Ianys standing on the other side, but I resisted slamming it closed.
“What do you want?” I asked, not caring how hostile I sounded.
After all this time, Ianys couldn’t even look at me as he stood there, fidgeting with his tunic, eyes lowered to the ground.
Ianys was as gorgeous as he ever was. Brown, short cropped, messy hair, as if he had just risen from sleep, his muscles visible through the tight tunic. He was a tree elf, broad and more muscular than when we had been together, but as a smith that was to be expected; working the bellows was a pretty hefty workout in itself. I pushed down the memory of watching him work when we were together.
In all the turns since he’d left me, betrayed me, he had barely spoken two words to me. Instead, I had to watch from afar how he vowed himself to another, only to lose her to illness after their daughter, Atèn, was born. I’d watched how hard he worked at being a good father, how he, finally, became a full-fledged smith. He’d never once approached me, but the hope lingering inside me could never be buried deep enough. How could I still want him? After eight turns, I should know better.
“I don’t have time for this, Ianys. I am tired and I—”
“I need to talk to you.”
“Can’t it wait till morning?”
I had to bite my lip to keep from reacting when he finally looked up. His green eyes, filled with turmoil, drew me in the way they had always done. I loved him once. I shook my head. Who was I kidding? I never stopped.
Holding the door open, I stepped aside to let him in, staying in the small hallway until I managed to compose myself.
“He didn’t do it, Kel.”
Whatever whoever had or hadn’t done was the furthest thing from my mind when Ianys called me by that name. I clenched my fists and turned my back to him, hoping he couldn’t see how it affected me. “You have no right to call me that.”
A long silence followed. I tried to school my features, but I was too drained. Instead, I kept my back to him and waited for him to break the silence. I heard him sigh.
“I heard they accuse him of killing Cyine, but he didn’t do it,” Ianys finally said.
“Who?” What could Ianys know about the murder?
“Taruif.”
I froze. My first instinct was to tell Ianys he shouldn’t be saying the name, shouldn’t even think it, but there was something in Ianys’ voice that made me stop. Something of a memory from long ago, when I didn’t know how Ianys betrayed me, and we lay together in the dark, and he would whisper my name in that same way.
It could not be true. But when I finally turned around and looked at him, it was all too clear in Ianys’ face. The one I loved—had loved—and the one I desired, joined in illicit relations.
I should arrest Ianys, should send him to face the elders and have him punished, shunned, shut out for his digression. But then I pictured Atèn looking at me with those same green eyes, and I knew I could not rob her of a father as well.
“He didn’t do it, Kelnaht. He couldn’t have done it, for I—”
I shook my head and held my hand up to stop him. “Don’t tell me, Ianys. I beg of you, do not confess to this… this abomination.”
It hurt me to say it, having the same feelings myself, but if he told me, I could not help him. Being caught talking to the Forester was bad enough, though I had the right to pardon him for that, a first offence. But confessing to laying with a shunned, that would have to be reported to the elders; it was my duty. I would not be able to save him then.
“He saw someone outside, Kelnaht. He didn’t see Cyine, but he noticed someone out in the dark in that clearing.” His eyes begged me to understand, begged me to help him, but I was rooted to the floor.
I knew the Forester—I could not allow myself to think of him by name—knew he hadn’t killed Cyine, even if the evidence was still inconclusive. I had no doubt in my mind, no matter how loud Olden proclaimed him guilty. And here Ianys was, confirming my belief in his innocence and giving me the best and worst witness I could ever have. No matter whether I believed Ianys or not, I could never use this information. The Forester was out of bounds.
“Kel, please, help us. Help him. I could have been out walking when I stumbled across the clearing. You know I don’t always sleep well.”
I bit my lip and clenched my fists. I didn’t want him to bring our history up. I didn’t want him to tell me about the Forester. I wanted him gone, wanted him to go back to his daughter and go back to not being part of my life. But I found myself unable to turn him out.
“You would perjure yourself, would risk losing your daughter?”
“No! No one but you knows the truth.”
I laughed at that, flinching at the harsh sound. “I am the Truth Seeker, Ianys. I seek the truth; I do not bury lies.”
“But I was in the forest.”
“But you didn’t see what he saw. One mistake and you will be shunned, just like him.”
Ianys flinched then. He shook his head. “There has to be a way.”
“Get him to talk to the Guide.”
“Anything the Guide hears during those conversations is confidential. He can’t reveal anything Taruif tells him.”
“Please.” The word left my mouth before I could stop it. I couldn’t handle him speaking that name with such devotion. Not when I ached to be able to myself. “Remember who you are talking to, Ianys. Do not incriminate yourself any further.” I leaned back against the wall, trying to keep upright and closed my eyes. “Go home, Ianys. I need to… I need to think.”
I swatted away the hand touching my cheek and waited until I heard the door close before letting myself slide to the floor.
Graffiti by Terry O’Reilly
29 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
in JMS Books, Terry O'Reilly Tags: JMS Books LLC, Terry O'Reilly

Title: Graffiti
Author: Terry O’Reilly
Publisher: JMS Books LLC
Pages: 134 (paperback)
Characters: Tom Clarkson, Alan Daniels
POV: 3rd Person
Sub-Genre: Historical
Kisses: 4
Blurb:
Before the advent of the Internet, men looking to make sexual contact with other men would cruise rest stops, shopping malls, and parks. There they often left messages on the walls of restrooms hoping to meet someone of like interest.
Alan Daniels, a young Vietnam veteran, has recently been questioning his sexuality. He takes a chance and writes a note in the john of his local municipal park.
Handsome, sensual Tom Clarkson, a college student going to school mainly to avoid the draft, is intrigued by a new message he finds in the park bathroom.
Is Tom destined to spend another night indulging in meaningless sex, or could the note lead to something more? Only one way to find out…
Review:
In July, Terry O’Reilly offered the first chapter of Graffiti as a free read called Parks and Recreation. It was just thirteen pages long, but after reading it, I was entirely hooked. I couldn’t wait for the rest of Tom Clarkson’s story, and now, here it is. I think it was worth the wait.
This is a story that takes place during the Vietnam era, a time in which a young man like Tom was either drafted into the military, or found ways to get around it. Tom’s means of dodging the draft was to become a college student, much to the disdain of his ex-Marine father. Living in a crappy little apartment, working in a bakery, going to school, and meeting random men in the park near his home pretty well encompasses the whole of Tom’s existence.
In the days before the internet and Grindr, there weren’t so many ways for men to hook up. For Tom, meeting a man who’ll take the edge off his physical needs means cruising the park and perusing the messages on the bathroom wall to find the next random guy to scratch his itch. Tom does have standards and rules he follows, though, and the order of his encounters has always been fairly simple. Until he meets Alan Daniels, the man who comes along and, with a single kiss, blurs all the lines Tom has drawn in the sand when it comes to his physical relationships.
Alan is twenty-seven and has only just accepted the fact that he’s gay. He’s absolutely lost when it comes to the nuances of meeting men and it’s only by a random occurrence that he and Tom meet the first time, though things don’t quite turn out the way either man would have expected. It ends with what seems like a missed opportunity, but not for long, as Alan takes the first step to find Tom again, a move that ultimately complicates Tom’s life in ways he didn’t want but that he’s powerless to resist. But Tom doesn’t give in without a fight.
As one would expect, there’s a lot of sex going on in Graffiti; that’s what Tom’s life is about, after all: sex without emotional attachment is his prime directive. Tom doesn’t do love. He tried it once and got screwed over big time, so a long line of random men is his way of getting off without getting hurt. The one thing he never counted on, however, was meeting someone who would make him want to throw away all those rules that keep things uncomplicated. But rather than compromise the order of his life, he ditches the man, which gives the story a major boost in the emotional quotient and gives purpose to all those random encounters.
This might be one of those stories that the reader either really likes or really doesn’t. It might depend upon how much romance one demands in a book. Graffiti isn’t all sweetness and light, though there is an undeniable sense of romance to the plot—the concept that there’s someone out there for everyone, someone who is worth turning your life upside down for, for the sake of risking a connection with the one who could make you believe it’s all worth it in the end.
Personally, I’m in the “really likes” category with this one.
Reviewed By: Lisa
Honored Vow by Mary Calmes
29 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
in Dreamspinner, Mary Calmes Tags: Dreamspinner Press, Mary Calmes

Title: Honored Vow
Author: Mary Calmes
Publisher: Dreamspinner
Pages: 290
Characters: Jin and Logan
POV: 3rd
Sub-Genre: Paranormal
Kisses: 5
Blurb:
Jin Rayne is still growing into his frightening new powers as a nekhene cat and his place as reah of Logan Church’s tribe when he learns that a sepat, an honor challenge, has been called. Logan, who has never wanted to do anything but lead his small-town tribe, must travel around the world to Mongolia and fight to become the most powerful leader in the werepanther world.
Logan won’t be the only one making the journey. As his mate, Jin must fight with him to honor his commitment to Logan, his culture, and his tribe. But the trial is long, involving a prolonged separation between the two men, and Logan’s humanity is at stake. In order to make it through the nightmarish sepat, Jin and Logan must accept their fates, trust each other, and honor the vows between them no matter the cost.
Review:
And once again, Mary, you have done it. You have managed to keep your readers on edge for this whole series with this deep intellectual world you have created. The characters are so well fleshed out that I swear I could see them, I could almost hear them. I could feel their pain, their anger, their happiness and I fell deeper in love with them, if that’s at all possible.
This third installment brings Jin’s and Logan’s relationship to its peak, it’s the test of all tests, and it challenges them mentally as a pair and as individuals. It’s a true test of love and how fate takes its course in their lives.
Once again Jin and Logan are separated by a challenge that’s been called. Logan is being forced to take place in a challenge he really wants nothing to do with. All the poor guy wants is to be left alone with his pack and his mate to live their lives but since they’re anything but human’s this isn’t possible for them. So, while he and Jin are trying desperately to understand the powers of Jins other form as a nekhene cat, this challenge presents itself. And all too soon, Logan is whisked away for two whole months of “training and testing” and spending all that time as a cougar who is beaten daily. He’s made to act like an animal, he is not permitted to be a man at any point for any reason and quite frankly I’m glad the story was told in Jin’s POV because I may have thrown my reader across the room had it been any other way.
While Logan is off being conditioned to take part in this brutal senseless challenge that all the Alpha’s were requested to attend, Jin is learning more about his other self, his life as a reah and learning more and more about the pack he has committed his life to. He is miserable without his mate and he is a bundle of raw nerves by the time he and several other pack mates travel to Mongolia. Mongolia? In the middle of winter. It’s cold there. Very cold.
Now, let me tell you that those tests they are put through? Horrible. Just absolutely brutal. I cringed, shook my head, laid the reader down and quickly picked it back up to find out more. Mary holds no punches here. She actually writes for these panthers and she does not sugar coat anything. When they kill, they kill and you get the full details.
Expect some changes at the end of the story and expect for somethings not to end as you thought. Mary, you sorta hurt my heart at the end of this story. Crane just so happens to be my favorite in this story. In saying all this, I can’t recommend this book enough. Be prepared for a bit of information though. As I was reading it, processing all of the information I needed to know to move on with the story, my head was spinning just trying to understand everything. It’s a lot to understand and I’ll be honest here. I didn’t get some of it, but it didn’t hurt the story at all for me. I still caught the jist of what was happening to whom and why but the orders that came from the priest in charge just didn’t make a whole lot of sense to me and the winner at the end of the “games” wasn’t at all who I expected. All I can say is: WOW.
Reviewed By: Michele
Russian Roulette by Alex Alder
28 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
in Alex Alder, Dreamspinner Tags: Alex Alder, Dreamspinner Press

Title: Russian Roulette
Author: Alex Alder
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Pages: 150
Characters: Jacob Sinclair, Nate Jennings
POV: 3rd Person
Sub-Genre: Contemporary/Murder Mystery/Crime Thriller
Kisses: 3
Blurb:
When the new neighbor first moves in, Jacob thinks everything is going to be perfect: Nate is smart, funny, gorgeous, and basically everything Jacob ever wanted wrapped up in a pretty green-eyed package. But when a string of horrific murders starts up in the city shortly after Nate’s arrival, his new neighbor’s quiet, reclusive nature starts to take on new meaning. Jacob could be falling in love with the serial killer next door, and he may very well have to risk everything he cares about in order to make it out alive.
Review:
Russian Roulette has all the makings of a murder mystery—a rising body count, no viable suspects or leads on which the police can build an investigation, and a media-dubbed serial killer, the Dallas Strangler, who preys upon young women for nothing more than the sheer pleasure of torturing then strangling them. If only the plot had been handled with just a bit more finesse, I think I’d have found more to like about the story.
There is a thrilling moment or two toward the end of the story that helped to elevate my overall opinion of this book. Unfortunately, however, it was very difficult for me to get past some of the larger plot issues; namely the fact that too much information was revealed at the expense of building the suspense of the crimes; that the information was then used as a construct for Jacob Sinclair to jump to some wildly unfounded conclusions about his new love interest, Nate Jennings; not to mention that the antagonist was introduced in such a way that he couldn’t have been anyone but the murderer. These factors, as well as the fact that things were then wrapped up a bit too hastily, with no resolution to the overwhelming gaffe of Jacob wrongly accusing Nate of being a serial killer, and this crime drama evolved into little more than a sweet and predictable romance, when it had the potential to be so much more.
Alex Alder writes with a very clear and uncomplicated style, which might have been the ultimate detractor to the storyline: it was too straightforward, when what it needed was a bit more duplicity to keep the reader on edge and guessing what would happen next. As a debut effort, I’d say this author has some wonderful potential, but this particular story simply needed a bit more polishing, for my tastes, to make it truly memorable.
Reviewed By: Lisa
He Ain’t Heavy by J.P. Bowie
28 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
in J.P. Bowie, MLR Press Tags: J.P. Bowie, MLR Press

Title: He Ain’t Heavy
Author: J. P Bowie
Publisher: Man Love Romance Press
Pages: 181
Characters: Brad and Duncan McKinley
POV: 3rd Person
Sub-Genre: Contemporary, Suspense
Kisses: 5
Blurb:
Brad and Duncan McKinley, brothers, best friends and business partners think that the most difficult part of the days ahead will be the aftermath of their coming out to their parents—but secrets their parents had been keeping from them all their lives come to light in a brutal fashion. The murder of their parents exposes a brother they never knew existed, a man without a conscience who is out to destroy them, but not before he reveals to them something that will not only change their lives forever, but also make them come to terms with the feelings for one another they have suppressed for years.
Review:
He Ain’t Heavy, by author J.P. Bowie, takes romantic love between brothers, a topic some may not be comfortable with, and puts a new twist to it. Brad and Duncan love each other in a way that is not common for siblings. The brothers know that the feelings they have are not normal and would cause problems should anyone ever find out. For that reason neither has acknowledged the feelings they have, yet, at the same time they can’t see bringing the closeness they share as brothers to an end. The author brought the turmoil and angst that each went through as they struggled to come to terms with the love they felt for the other, across realistically. This is not the only emotional upheaval the author causes during the course of He Ain’t Heavy.
When the two men arrive at their family home in order to tell their parents that each is gay, they arrive to find everyone in the house dead. From that point on, the men struggle to come to terms with not only the death of their parents, but, the knowledge that they have an older brother who may be responsible for the horror they just found. There is also the news that they are not really brothers that changes Brad and Duncan’s lives in ways they could never have hoped for. The author throws so many twists and turns into this part of the story that you can’t help getting hooked from the beginning. There was more than one twist that I did not see coming, which only made the story that much more interesting.
He Ain’t Heavy is a very interesting story that, while it may cover topics that may make some uncomfortable, is one story that should not be missed.
Reviewed By: Lydia
Unacceptable Risk by Kaje Harper
27 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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Title: Unacceptable Risk
Author: Kaje Harper
Publisher: MLR Press
Pages: 330
Characters: Simon and Paul
POV: 3rd
Sub-Genre: Paranormal
Kisses: 5
Blurb:
Simon Conley was born a werewolf, making him one of a tiny minority in a sea of vanilla humans. The safety of the pack lies in absolute secrecy, sometimes violently enforced. In a species where pack-members are born and not made, being gay is considered a perversion. So when Simon falls in love with a human man, he’s twice damned. Even his Alpha’s grudging tolerance may not be enough to shield him from the hatred of the other top wolves. Then his lover Paul stumbles across pack secrets Simon was sworn to keep, and if the pack finds out, they may both end up dead
Review:
Don’t let the size of this one fool ya. Don’t let it scare you because believe me, you’ll want more than the 330 pages it is. And lucky for us, this is book one in what I hope is a series. This is a story about Simon Conley who was born a werewolf and who lives among the human population hiding who and what he truly is, even avoiding those of his own kind because being gay in a pack was considered a perversion and a shame and punishable by death. Damn good thing he belongs to a pack with an Alpha who isn’t a close minded bigot, however not everyone in the pack feels as their Alpha does. They want Simon dead and this is where Paul stumbles into the story.
Paul is a veterinarian he owns his own small practice and devotes all of his life to it and his employees. One cold Minnesota winter night he is on his way home after working for what seemed like forty-eight hours, catching only naps in his office, and lying in the middle of the ice covered road was an animal which appeared dead. Paul comes to a sliding stop to avoid hitting the poor thing and rushes to it’s aid, however, when he realizes it’s a huge wolf he is unsure of how he’s going to get the big guy into his truck and back to the clinic on his own, never mind that, the poor thing was badly bleeding and beaten. Paul works patiently freeing the wolf and rushes him back to the office where he can do what he does best.
The wolf is badly injured, broken bones, internal injuries and bites and cuts all over his body. Paul does what he can for the wolf and once he gets the massive animal into a cage for the night, he ends up once again falling asleep in the office, this time on the floor in front of the cage where the wolf resided.
This isn’t just any wolf, this is Simon, the werewolf who needs to shift back to his human form in order to heal himself. However, that isn’t something he can get done as he is surrounded by steel and though in this version of what affects werewolves and how, steel only keeps them from shifting and slightly interferes with how that energy is transferred. His wolf immediately recognizes that Paul is his mate but it is against pack law that wolves share with humans who they really are right up front and especially against the law for a gay pack member to mate with a human.
Paul does all the can to save the wolf, even came to fall for the fuzzy boy and considered keeping him if no one claimed him as theirs, but he has the mind set that the wolf was being used to train other dogs raised to fight to the death. He goes as far as making flyers and putting them up around the neighborhood looking for the owner and resigns himself to the fact that if the owner doesn’t show up, he is keeping Wolf, as he named him.
However, that night while at home he received a call from the sheriff to tell him someone had broken into his office and he needed to get there immediately. Once he arrives he sees almost at once that Wolf, who he put into a larger enclosure, is now missing.
Enter Simon, the werewolf, who is still weak. He’s in a coffee shop and sees the flyer and panics. The last thing he needs is for any members of his pack to see those. He quickly locates all twenty of them and goes to the clinic to tell Paul that he was Wolf’s owner so the kind vet would let the case of the mysterious injured wolf go.
However, things did not work out that way at all. Paul is suspicious of Simon right from the start. The man, no matter how handsome he was, was hiding something and Paul was thinking Simon was running a dog fighting ring or connected with one in some fashion. Simon gives him an excuse as to Wolf’s whereabouts and even invites Paul to his house to see that the dog was okay. When Paul sees Wolf in the other man’s yard and apparently doing a lot better he is forced to accept that Simon isn’t involved in anything illegal.
This story continues to grow and grow, the plot thickens and events take place that had me going, OMG! I loved the buildup, the angst, the love, the compassion and loved this story. I can’t wait to read book two.
Reviewed By: Michele
Green River by Jardonn Smith
27 Dec 2011 3 Comments
in Jardonn Smith, MLR Press Tags: Jardonn Smith, MLR Press

Title: Green River
Author: Jardonn Smith
Publisher: MLR Press
Pages: 89
Characters: Ernie Surbaugh, Forrest Barton
POV: 1st Person
Sub-Genre: Paranormal Erotica/Historical
Kisses: 3.5
Blurb:
In 1938, people had no fears of ghosts. This was the Great Depression. Fear was empty pockets and empty stomachs, but for the men of Jardonn Smith’s Green River, working a Highway 66 project in the WPA meant a full-time job and steady wages. Sure, there’s a disgruntled spirit living under the river bridge near their camp, but the only question they have is, “Whose willie will he go for next?”
This story is part of the anthology “Past Shadows”
Review:
Jardonn Smith has brought back his characters from Furlough Bridge in Green River, the story that gives Ernie Surbaugh, a man whose life is now in its latter days, center stage as he reflects on how he and his older lover Forrest Barton met.
In Furlough Bridge, Ernie was a presence but in name only, as he was in Europe fighting in World War II at the time. Set in 1938, in the midst of the US financial collapse and the start of an economic turnaround, Green River lands the men in a WPA project, working together to repair a section of Route 66 in the Missouri Ozarks.
This is the story of their budding attraction to each other, not in the romantic aspect but in the primal draw they feel to each other’s masculinity. These are simple, plain spoken men whose lust ultimately led to a relationship that spanned nearly four decades.
A horny ghost, a little fooling around, a clan of troublemakers, and a fun little side-story about how a cinematic icon found its inspiration for the Emerald City, with more than a passing nod to the film’s characters, this is a story that made me smile on more than a few occasions, then left me feeling a bit melancholy in the end with the knowledge that even in fiction, life must follow its natural course. This book works as a nice bookend, both a start and a finish, to Ernie and Forrest’s story.
Reviewed By: Lisa











